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I was too lazy to post before. Couldn't be bothered.
HAPPY BELATED EASTER!
I hope everybody's hyped on chocolate, of course. I haven't been doing a lot - went shopping today and got new jeans and a t-shirt and glittens. Love them. They're rainboy, biatches.
Been watching Heroes.
Blah, blah.
Got Chuzzle Deluxe. Going to give the registration code to E4 for her birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I hope you had a great time.
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First up: New bed! HOW FREAKING AWESOME?!?! It's one of those bunks that has a desk below it instead of another bed and I have miles of space and I can type properly without murdering my back with leaning over!
Everything fits and my room looks loads better. Only downside is not being able to reach a light switch and that not everything can plug in at once (I have 10 powerpoints in here and yet, nothing reaches. -.- wtf is up with that?) so I'm substituting everything and swapping it around all the frigging time. It's goddamn annoying.
Second up: McEmo music. I have to say, I'm hooked on Cinema Bizarre, Natalie Merchant, Skillet, and Within Temptation. Yes, yes... I know. But I've been watching a lot of Lilo and Stitch lately, too, and I can't stop watching the scene when Stitch first learns to play guitar.
Hahaha. And I'm loving The Fray, too, well, just about any kind of music I can get my hands on, really... AND IT'S THE HOLIDAYS! THANK GOD, FINALLY! I only have one History assignment and some Psych research and then it will be COMPLETE! Everything is coming together quite nicely, including my books! Just started a new one, Ace of Diamonds, about a satanic cult and a kid who gets caught in the middle when his parents are murdered.
Evil? Yes much.
Third up: he's acting weird, lonely kinda thing. I hope he's going to be okay. I haven't seen him in a while even though he's one of my best friends, so all I can do, really, is be there and hope to hell that he'll be alright without me and if he's not, he'll come to me for help.
Otherwise, lovelies, that's it for me.
Oh, I want to go see Knowing. Courtney, tell me if it's good or not!
So I'll know you're back you're here again
For a while
Oh let us share
The memories only we can share
Together
Tell me about
The days before I was born
How we were
As children
You touch my hand
These colours come alive
In your heart and in your mind
I cross the borders of time
Leaving today behind to be with you again
We breathe the air
Do you remember how you used to touch my hair?
You're not aware
Your hands keep still
You just don't know that I am here
It hurts too much
I pray now that soon you're released
To where you belong
You touch my hand
These colours come alive
In your heart and in your mind
I cross the borders of time
Leaving today behind to be with you again
Please say my name
Remember who I am
You will find me in the world of yesterday
You drift away again
Too far from where I am
When you ask me who I am
You touch my hand
These colours come alive
In your heart and in your mind
I cross the borders of time
Leaving today behind to be with you again
Say my name
Within Temptation, Say My Name.
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I won't listen anyway
You don't know me
And I'll never be what you want me to be.
How can you fear what's never shown
Yeah you stand here on your own
They don't know me
Cause I'm not here.
THEY CAN'T BREAK ME SO LONG AS I KNOW WHO I AM.
And I want a moment to be real
Wanna touch things I don't feel
Wanna hold on
And feel like I belong.
And how can the world want me to change
They're the ones who stay the same
They don't know me
'Cause I'm not here.
They can't tell me who to be
'Cause I'm not what they see
The world is still sleeping
And I keep dreaming for me
Their words are just whispers.
Just lies that
I'll never believe...
Darkish poem, right? Explains a lot of the people I see walking around. I've known my cousins for my whole life and they're still the same as they were ten years ago. It's kind of sad, really, how people can just be content like that.
Last day of school was today! Whoop whoop!
Work tomorrow, nothing Sunday and then shopping spree on Monday. Pretty good week, hey?
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Happy belated April Fool's Day, bakas!
Mum got her paythrough. She's taking me shopping next week in the holidays! I cannot wait, she says I can get whatever I want. I feel very spoiled.
It's E4's birthday in six days! You all better leave her happy birthday comments in my cbox. Lksrsly. Not kidding. Anyway, I got her this really cute thing but I'm only telling you what it is after her birthday otherwise someone might go blabbing it around. Haha.
Only one day of school left! DATTEBAYO!
And by the way, Twilight fans? Please. You're starting to scare me. I can't even listen to my favourite song without someone popping up and goingZOMFGSPLODE THIS SONG IS SOOOOOOO MUCH LIKE BELLA AND EDWARD!
...I don't care. I really don't.
Edward is not REAL. You will never get with Edward. Nor will you ever, ever, ever be as lucky as Bella. Like, it's okay to like the book and the movie. But seriously?! Chasing Robert Pattinson and begging him to have your babies or bite you?!
It's fricking insane!
And everything between my friends has settled down, so that's all good again too. I now have a quote I'd like to share:
"Guilt is regret for what we've done. Regret is guilt for what we didn't do."
Deep and meaningful, no?
I've taken to watching Spanish soap operas. I'm trying to increase my bilingual tendencies. So far I know Italian, Indonesian (nama saya ayla! DATTEBAYO!), Japanese, and one word in Spanish. That's five languages!
Dattebayo (believe it)!
My new straightener came! It automatically sets itself to the highest temperature your hair can handle. Awesome. Totally awesome. I've wanted it for ages.
Remember who I am
You will find me in the world of yesterday
You turn away, again
Too scared to know my name
When you ask me who I am.
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[she] is ayla shannon gray ;]
[she] is sixteen years young... give or take a few months
[she] loves her friends to death.
[her] favourite colour is GREEN.
[she] may be slightly crazy. just a little, though.
[her] hobbies are writing, swimming, and shopping with friends.
[she] loves smiley faces! especially this one :B
[she] has lived in reddy her whole life.
[she] likes placebo, lifehouse, vertical horizon, muse, and many others.
[she] does not hold grudges... pointless :P
[her] season is summer.
[her] pets are cats and a dog.
[she] doesn't care what people think.. too much.
Vanilla ice cream. Strawberry suckers. Scented candles. Colour. Randomness. Anime. LOVELESS.
~ Loves ~Family. Friends. School (lol) Helping people. Apples. Chocolate. Writing. Weatherby. Rizzums. Jamie. Captain McChuzzle. Nessy. Things worth fighting for.
~ Hates ~War. Famine. Poverty. Selfishness. Fakers. Broccoli. Cauliflower (sp?) Child abuse. Murder. Grey. Fighting. Crying.
~ Wishes ~Peace. Happiness. Lots and lots of colour. (: Trust.
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