"...because the worst bit is knowing that he cares, but I can't... reconcile with how I feel and what I've been taught... heaven help me, love is a double-edged sword that only its victims know the full potential of... a fear of love is the worst fear, because it's a cure to life's problems with a poison hidden in the middle, powerful but silent... too many what ifs and maybes have occurred in the face of the weapon that heals as it strikes... being hurt is too frightening to imagine, but being alone... is even worse..."
I have exams on Friday. I've started to revise, thank God I don't have any homework, this week is gonna be a nightmare.
I'm still working on all my stories and I've nearly finished Deep Water. I've written the ending for it, now I just need to write the last 5 chapters and I'll be all set to print it off. I have my food prac exam on Thursday morning, English, Maths and History on Friday, Saturday, Sunday and Monday off, my Psychology exam in the afternoon on Tuesday, and my Health/P.E exam and Food theory exam on Wednesday morning. This means I get two days off.
So you'll probably hear from me after exams! Until then, I'll be cramming as much crap into my head as I possibly can!
Belief - Gavin DeGraw
Belief makes things real.
Makes things feel, feel alright.
Belief makes things true.
Things like you, you and I.
Tonight, you arrested my mind.
When you came to my defense.
With a knife in the shape of your mouth,
In the form of your body, with the wrath of a god.
Oh, you stood by me, belief.
Belief builds from scratch.
Doesn't have to relax, it doesn't need space.
Long live the queen and I'll be the king.
In the collar of grace.
Oh, tonight, you arrested my mind.
When you came to my defense.
With a knife in the shape of your mouth,
In the form of your body, with the wrath of a god.
Oh, you stood by me, belief.
I'm gonna yell it from the rooftops.
I'll wear a sign on my chest.
That's the least I can do, it's the least I can do.
Tonight, you arrested my mind.
When you came to my defense.
With a knife, in the shape of your mouth,
in the form of your body, with the wrath of a god.
Oh, you stood by me.
And I'll stand by my belief.
I will stand by my
I will stand by my
Belief.
Like you stood by me,
I wil l stand by mine,
Stand by my belief...
Beautiful song. I haven't heard any of his other stuff, either. I think I might look some more up, but I don't really know when I'll have the time.
(Oh, it's strange not being your friend anymore. I wonder where you went?)
Anyway, I have lots of work to do for exams so I'd better go.
"...and just like that the note fluttered to the ground, and I could hear God laughing at me... i had not loved him back, as he deserved, and now he had left me... again, I discovered the harsh way that love is a double-edged sword, with which one can harm and heal at the same time... my love and happiness had resulted in his death, and now my sword was stabbing me independently... all I could do was mourn the departure of my soul."
its.only.me
~ Me ~
[she] is ayla shannon gray ;]
[she] is sixteen years young... give or take a few months
[she] loves her friends to death.
[her] favourite colour is GREEN.
[she] may be slightly crazy. just a little, though.
[her] hobbies are writing, swimming, and shopping with friends.
[she] loves smiley faces! especially this one :B
[she] has lived in reddy her whole life.
[she] likes placebo, lifehouse, vertical horizon, muse, and many others.
[she] does not hold grudges... pointless :P
[her] season is summer.
[her] pets are cats and a dog.
[she] doesn't care what people think.. too much.
~ Likes ~
Vanilla ice cream.
Strawberry suckers.
Scented candles.
Colour.
Randomness.
Anime.
LOVELESS.
~ Loves ~
Family.
Friends.
School (lol)
Helping people.
Apples.
Chocolate.
Writing.
Weatherby.
Rizzums.
Jamie.
Captain McChuzzle.
Nessy.
Things worth fighting for.
~ Hates ~
War.
Famine.
Poverty.
Selfishness.
Fakers.
Broccoli.
Cauliflower (sp?)
Child abuse.
Murder.
Grey.
Fighting.
Crying.
~ Wishes ~
Peace.
Happiness.
Lots and lots of colour. (:
Trust.
